Saturday, July 4, 2009

13DPO and counting...

Thursday Trina's temp took a major dip and my mood dipped with it.  That night a spot of blood. We cried and held each other and mourned another cycle's passing us by. Friday, to my great surprise, her temp jumped back up and brought with it a bloodless day. What is this? A tease? A fluke? This morning brought another high temp. I'm not sure what to think. I'd already accepted this BFN and now hope is edging in. I'm doing my best to tell myself that reaching 13DPO nearly free of blood and low temps is the work of progesterone alone and not our elusive BFP. Tomorrow we test. I can't even explain the ball of anxiety I'm carrying around in my gut today. Is there a light at the end of this tunnel or is that just headlamp of the BFN train headed my way? 

6 comments:

Jessica said...

HI, I have been a lurker for sometime but felt the need to comment on this post. I am in my TWW as well and boy does it suck. That blood could have been implantation spotting. Usually happens around 10-12dpo. Can't wait to hear that this is the month for you BFP. fingers crossed!!!

C- said...

Hi girls. We are anxiously awaiting good news from you. I've been wondering if maybe the spotting was due to implantation as well. I am certain I have read somewhere that there can be a temp. dip with implantation...Still crossing those fingers and toes.

thebao said...

Oh man. I can only try to imagine how anxious you must feel! Good luck testing today. Fingers crossed for you!

Stacey said...

sounds like megs cycle, we gave up at temp drop and spotting and then saw same rise and she was preg!!! (just last week!!! our chart is on there, check it out...)looks VERY good!!!

Carrie said...

i have every toe and finger crossed. since today is monday, it sounds like you tested yesterday. please please tell me it's good news?

N said...

*eyes calendar* Much like Carrie, I'm looking at the date and wondering what's going on. Hope it's good news.