Tomorrow is 13DPO and we haven't tested. If we can hold out, we'll just wait until 15DPO or blood depending on the outcome of this cycle. Once again I've just sort of pushed the TWW out of my mind. Until today I've only been vaguely keeping track of time passing with a very small part of the back of my brain. Self preservation I guess. Today has been a bit different. The what if's have crept in and I haven't batted them away. It's fun to daydream about pregnant bellies, midnight craving runs and ultrasound pics... I want that to be MY life. A few days more and I'll know if that's my reality or still just a nice thought.