Monday, April 14, 2008

Irony & Cliches

Well, it's official. Friday's blood work already showed non-pregnant levels of progesterone and hCG so today's comparison panel was cancelled. Our doc seemed a bit alarmed at the fact that she was still bleeding and having pain. Trina's Rx for bed rest and iron supplements was renewed and an ultrasound was scheduled for Wed. The irony of it all is that we were supposed to see our baby for the first time on Wed. The ultrasound that was supposed to reveal our child's heartbeat is now searching for "leftover debris" from a failed pregnancy. I'd say I'm dealing with this reality "one day at a time", but I think "minute by minute" might be more precise...

18 comments:

R said...

Im so sorry. Minute by minute is the hardest.

Heidi said...

I am so terribly sorry. I wish there was something I could say or do to help you through this awful experience. The pain will never go away, I won't lie, but it will ease up a bit in time.

((hugs))

J said...

Afain, I am so sorry.

Stacey said...

oh, I am so sorry.... I wish we could offer more to help you heal than our prayers... we are so sorry.

Carrie said...

I was thinking about you two today, and just wanted to send some hugs. Like "r" said - minute by minute is the hardest.

jessie said...

I wish you love and peace in helping each other get through this hard hard hard time. Again, I am so sorry for this loss.

Merr said...

So sorry you guys. It's so unfair!

j.k-c. said...

I'm so sorry. And I'm sending thoughts and prayers and healing energy to you.

Kim said...

Our 2 M/C were the most painful things I've ever had to go thru in my life. Yet SOMEHOW the pain does ease off and you're able to rejoin the world again. I promise.

((HUGS))

Mrs. Bluemont said...

I wish I could give you both a hug right now.

I'm so sorry.

tbean said...

So so sorry that you have to go through this.

tiff said...

Oh gosh. Robbie and Trina - I am so sorry. My thoughts are with you both during this difficult time. I'm sending healing thoughts your way. xo

queerstork said...

Take care of one another... I'm thinking of you.

plump said...

I am so so sorry. We were on the merry-go-round together, so I'm very sad to see you get off.

Sending you all the love and healing you need.

Laurie said...

Hi,

I found your blog on lesbianfamily.org and have been reading for a few weeks. Just wanted to let you know we are sorry for your loss. We will be rooting for you when you decide to try again.

-Laurie

Carrie said...

hey....how are you two doing? thinking about you both.

Malia'sMama said...

I came over from B's blog, after seeing your comment. I am so sorry you are enduring a loss, too.

B said...

I'm sorry. I agree, I wish noone else were going through this like K and I. Thanks for stopping by my blog. "minute by minute" yes.